Yukiko Samuri passed away on July 11th, at 11:58 pm, 2009 after giving birth to Akito Samuri, 7lb 4oz. Akito was born a healthy young boy. Yukiko's funeral will take place on July 30th, in Osaka. She will be cremated and her ashes will be laid to rest in a pond behind the Samuri Head House. Yukiko's final wishes were that her son be taken care of by her closest friend, Makino Kurosaki.

Yukiko Samuri was a happy young woman who always put others before herself. Yukiko was diagnosed with a fatal heart disease, but even through that, she stayed strong, and always held a smile on her face. My happiest memories with her are simply at home, hanging out. She was always able to make our time together happy and fun. You know, I think my funnies memory of Yuki, was when we went to disney land a long time ago. She saw mikey mouse and yelled "OHMYGAWD. ITS MIKEY MOUSE! OH MY GOD! I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS REAL!" she was 19 at that time.

I know that I will miss her deeply, her son will miss her, her family and friends, and i hope all of you will miss her too. It was an honor to be able to be by Yuki's side on her deathbed. And it will be an honor to celebrate her life at her funeral.

Sadly, I am unable to write anymore. Right now, its just too painful. Please, leave your thoughts, your feelings. And please never forget Yukiko.

-Makino Kurosaki.

umm, hello everyone! Umm, how is everyone? Sorry for not checking in...

So, i'll get straight to the point. Im in a lot of trouble, and I desprately need some help and advice. a lot of stuff has happened recently, and I just feel like I can't cope anymore. I dont really think that anyone will really read this and care, but I just need to write it somewhere.


Kota is dead.



He was in an accident in January. his car slid into another car due to black ice. The other driver was lucky enough to leave with his life. Because of this, I dont have any way of obtaining money. I only have enough money to keep me going for less than a year, and with my baby coming, it will be even less. Oh, speaking of my baby.



My doctor told me yesterday that my body isnt strong enough to carry my child, and during the birth, i'll most likely die.



due to lung and heart problems from my past, i'm not strong enough to give birth and keep my life at the same time. But, if I die, then no one will be able to take care of my baby. the doctor suggested an abortion but I cant kill my unborn baby. I'd rather die, and let it live a happy life.



I'm all alone now, and I dont know what to do.



I have no parents to fall back on, no other family. I need to be hospitalized, but I havent got the money. My husband is dead, my body is dying and my baby is going to live without knowing it's true parents. I just don't know what to do anymore.

It seems like the angels above can't help me anymore.

So umm... yeah.. big surprise...

I'm pregnant.

Yeah... heheh... so umm.. you guys like surprises right? Well, here's another one...

I'm leaving dA.

HAHAHA. Yeah.. i'm not joking... so uhmm.. yeah... I guess that this is the end.. huh.. well, since this is my last journal, I thought that I would explain a few things,

So, Kota. Your probably thinking, "But Yuki, it's only been 1 month since you met this guy!" Weeell... I have known Kota for about... 3 years now... we were best friends, but as you can see, things have escalated alot....

So uhh, yeah, I am 1 month pregnant (and im FAT now! But that may be due to the chips and ice cream... ) I think that if she is a she, then her name will be Akane, Tsuki, Kanami or Hana. But if it's a he, then Kota (jr!!), Hayama or Akito... which do you think is better?

humm.. yeah, so umm.. Kota lives with me now... heheh... I'm so glad. I really love him... we agreed not to get married yet, because you know... got my self a baby!!!

Yeah.. so umm.. I suppose your asking.. "Wait a minute.. how the heck old are you???" i'll say this.... im over 18. and im not in high school anymore... i'm in teachers college, applying to become an art teacher

Hmm.. what else to say... I dunno... when I have the baby, I may use this thing to announce it... if I remember... =__= yeah... not too much of a high chance of that....



Do you want to know why me and Kota are a match made in heaven? HE LOVES ANIME TOO!! we both hate Naruto, love death note, don't mind bleack, love eureka seven the manga, but hate the anime. Kota is 3 years older than me, and is already an art teacher... he doesn't want me to go to a high school, becuase he thinks that some perverted teenage boy is going to attack me becuase of my huge boobs, just like in a manga! How crazy is that!...... Yeah... the chances of that is actually rather high =___=

so uhmm... yeah. I suppose that this is good bye guys...

OH! If you are reading this, please click on every name below, and visit their page. They are good people

~YuukaTheKawaiiArtist is an uber cute aspiring artist, who deserves more recognition than she has gotten. She loves Death note possibly even more than me, and is an amazing artist. Please do watch her and wait and see her awesomeness!! Bye bye Yuuka chan.

~emopunkNinuyasha A really awesome person. I swear, I watch her strictly to read her journals! dude, your really the best. I wish you the best with that molly bitch, I Mean, molly... person

=Romaji perhaps my first friend here on dA? heheh, I lost your contest, but my friend, i'm glad you did choose me! I sucked! X3 I hope you the best in love and in life!

~FL00F our last conversation was talking about weather, but I don't care. Dude, you will always be cool, even though we were supposed to do an art trade, but we both forgot! XD Stay cool man.

~kiari15 Haha! Man, I can't even think of the last time we spoke, but still, I have always enjoyed talking to you on dA! Best of luck my friend.

~IchigoDeidara I WILL KILL YOU WITH MY DEATH NOTE!! Haha! I still don't understand how you could possibly dislike Mello x Near, but hey, free country right! Haha! I'm going to miss our death note battles! I'll have to fight with the baby now!

=Kafai Heheh, dude, two words. Ribbon dancing. I'll miss you my friend!

And to anyone I may have missed. I'll miss you. Well, I have to go now, I need to lay down, i've gotten a head ache from all this typing!!

Bye guys! _{By the way, I will probably reply to comments on this journal... oh, and while i'm gone FIGHT THE SPAMBOTS!!!}

Oh my...


>___<

I have a boyfriend >//<

>__<

Anyone who has read my fan fic would be very surprised, but his name is Kota! (My OC in the fanfic)

But still....

Oh my.

......:::: *~~*Death Note Doujinshi!!*~~*::::....

Thats right! Yuuka is making a death note doujinshi! She's going to be the artist and ~ConMoon is the writer! It is of course a Mello x Near doujin, with Mello as the seme and I swear it is going to be awesome!!!


DN=Toys And Chocolate can be read here : [link]

Q: What the heck is a "doujinshi"?
A:

A doujinshi is also known as a fan comic. It is a manga, based on an anime/ manga. Usually, it doesn't get published or made into an actual book, but occasionally, it does! =3

Q: Well... what is a "seme"?
A:

A seme is the opposite of an uke. Its like, the person with more power. Usually, the more persistent person in the relationship is the seme, while the more reluctant and cute one is the uke. It's very often that Mello is the seme and Nia bozu is the uke, just like it will be in the doujinshi! (^__^)

Q: Who is Yuuka?
A:

Yuuka, is a very close friend of mine. She is a very, very cute twelve year old who can draw better than most kids her age. She is extreamly intelligent and very kind. She is in love with the yaoi pairing of Mello x Near and will be the one drawing all of the pictures in the upcoming doujinshi. Yuuka is currently playing around with Ren' py, a visual novel creator. Soon, she will be coming out with her very own Death Note visual novel Yuuka loves colabs and loves to do requests, but i'll get into that later

Q: Alright, so, I get all of that stuff, but what is the doujin about?

This doujinshi is about what happens when Mello is with the mafia, who runs out of chocolate? Well, Mello goes out to the chocolate store, but gets lost. but then, who does he meet there?

:...:: Yuuka's Requests, work and Colabs:::...

Colabs:

Death Note doujinshi

Death Note Visual Novel

Requsts:

None at the moment.. want to make a request? Note me or comment on this journal!

Work:

Prize for =Teotocchi's contest

Prize for ~DeathChocolate's contest

Death Note Doujinshi

Am I doing something for, or with you that I have forgotten to add? Please note me so that I can add it

Art Trades

None at the moment.

Once again, am I doing an art trade with you that I have forgotten? Please tell me so that i can work on it right away!

.....::::Yuki's Work::::.....

YUKI ACTUALLY DOES HER WORK???

My friends!


My other half,


My clubs!


Clubs I own





IF YOU GUYS LOVE ME, THEN YOU WILL BUY ME AND YUUKA
A SUBSCRIPTION!

You know you want to!